sigh

i THOUGHT this day was great!

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 10:27:15 GMT

DARN IT!!...

FUCK those people! I REALLY HATE them now!

DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMNDAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!DAMN!

*they really have those supah thick ass!

WOOT, who cares?!

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 16:37:38 GMT

s day?.....who cares?!!

call me WEIRD, INSENSITIVE, COLD, what so ever...

all i can say is AM NOT INTO SUCH STUFFS!

hate me for who i am, i don't care!....i don't like you either, freak!

and lastly am not that EVIL!, am just being the REAL ME!....

recap...

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 13:32:13 GMT

whoah!!! ...it's been 6 months since my last entry....
'am really busy, anyhow lots of things happened...don't know where to start....

:::pep squad thing---as far as i can remember, i joined the peps quad last august...errr, i was just forced
   into it, 'twas a requirement in my course good news is, i lost weight!!....nyahahaha *smiles & grins*

:::finals for the first semester---(september) tests were a bit difficult especially the major
   subj....math?...grr  totally difficult!! there's no easy problem given to an engineering student *pouts &
   sighs*   good thing i passedin all the subject!!

:::sembreak?!---(november) not at all!!!....'atta crap! we've tons of plates to do, professors are really
saddists!!...anyway i enjoyed watching this "hana kimi"..>taiwan version<..everytime i have my rest...this
   series is really cute, promise!!

:::2nd semester---whew...new prof, new problems!...nyahaha and of course, new difficult plates!!...that's all
i can say *smiles*

:::my b-day & holiday?---(december) i turned 17 last dec. 17, yupee!!...i also became arcade princess
   among my college friends!!...ehehe, i'm good at getting those plushies, swear!....holiday? not that great!,
   i spent half of my time doing the stupid plan for a gasoline station and bank. damn it!!!...anyhow i admit
   that i had fun, i went out with my high school friends and did some silly stuffs...*grins*

:::back to school---deadlines, midterm, board work and the others which kills us, students! wtf!! still goin' through...just wish me luck...

gUy or gAy?!

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:46:08 GMT

college is sooo0000ooo cool!!
i can hang-out at the mall anytime with my new companions....

now, speaking of companions, i THINK i like my new friend.....i don't know why but i find him unique. i feel a bit strange when i talk or even glance at him....>damn! what's happening to me?!<....
what bothers me most is that he told me he's gay!!!.....well i can do nothing 'bout that *sigh* but i see him as a GUY!!!...

GUY in the sense that he
::LOOKS like one
::ACTS like one
::DRESS like one

o0ops...i formed an acronym, LAD which means he's really a guy!!!

*grrr* i don't know what has got into my mind....

whew....

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 12:42:25 GMT

whew....am back!!! its been a long time since i had my last entry....

well....am too busy, college life is really different!! i mis my high school days....*pouts*....*sighs*

i've tons of work to do...>make a floor plan, study, make other plates<...whaaaa!!!!
am going nuts!!!

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:21:57 GMT

am so happy *smiles*

i've got a new phone....

grad gift!!

Fri, 18 May 2007 07:15:17 GMT

at last my awaited grad gift came!!!! *smiles*......>a month and 2 weeks after our grad<

i already have my OWN slim and light NOTEBOOK, i can't believe it!!!

thank you mom and dad!!! ....*hugs and kisses*

~_^

"cake thing!"

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 00:33:38 GMT

i hate this day!!!

my mom and i had a fight the first thing in the morning!!...>how was that?!; isn't it stupid?, worst is its just because of a CAKE!!<....

*grr*....my mom got mad at me 'cause i opened the other box of cake...>i did not see the other one that was already opened 'cause our damn helper hid it!!<... and now i promise to myself that i won't eat a cake...>even a tinge of it<...

am i that stupid?!

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 16:43:03 GMT

okay, this incident really bothers me!!!!

after our graduation my mom and i, with my cousins went out of the gym immediately to avoid the traffic...
our car was parked a few blocks away from the school....>'twas near my uncle's lodging house<....
my mom and i were busy talking 'bout some matters when suddenly a guy called me. 'twas my "long-time crush", r****d; he called me by my first name!!!

( he was totally cool or should i say handsome with his barong; he was leaning on their car while waiting for the rest of his family members...>with matching "earphones effect"<... )

anyway, i was really surprised that he called me by my name 'cause we only talk and greet through text messaging...> and even when we were tasked to make the backdrop for several times, he would avoid any circumstance that would lead him to a conversation with me<....but now, i really can't imagine such thing! he also smiled at me for the first and last time!!!

the worst thing is: i did not throw any reply! and that i did not even took a snapshot of him ..>when in fact i was holding my cam!!!<..
*grrr* i've missed the chance to become one of his close friend again...>we were friends til we were in year two; it ended there 'cause my phone was stolen and i was not brave enough to ask for his number again when i had a new one<...

so now, can anyone tell me if am that stupid?!

at last... i've released this damn feeling of mine!!!

it's over!

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 15:13:29 GMT

now i have this mixed emotions!...>happiness for i'm gonna take a new journey and uncertainty for i'm now on my own<....
.....my high school life has ended this evening at around 6:45 *sniff* *sniff*
though i did not really cry, i'm gonna miss my alma mater, friends, teachers, nuns and the rest of the agnesian community...>this includes the manongs & manangs and the guards<...who've molded me mentally & spiritually...

last day !!!

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 09:02:32 GMT

oh no!!!
tomorrow is the last day of my high school life!!! i can't believe it....-_-
there'll be no morning praise anymore, concerned teachers, SAA uniform....whaaaa *sniff* *sniff*

cool outfit!?

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 14:57:27 GMT

I'm very busy for the past few days 'cause i was making the collage of our class to be placed in the year book...>and even now i'm still busy, trying to finish the cartoon<...

Anyway i can't get over with our seniors' night last march 15...>supposed to be march 7 but was moved on the said date<...

'twas really a night to be remembered by most of the seniors this year, especially by me!!.... *smiles*
Ladies wore their best casual outfit...>i think!<....

I may sound haughty in a sense but their outfit was not really the best. Almost all wore this "bubble skirt"--which i find common! Good thing, my attire for the event was UNIQUE!........>i'm one of the "fashionistas" in our batch"<............
My teachers were also amazed by the way I was dressed. I wore a simple but elegant outfit.....>black blouse with short, raffled, pink skirt and a boots<.....almost all of my friends and the ones I know gave me compliments that I've never heard before...*smiles*. I was extremely happy that whenever I walk, I flaunt my outfit with poise and grace. The UNEXPECTED compliment came! Justin, which was my classmate before..>who rarely gives positive comments<...complimented my outfit. And not just that!, he passed by our line just to give his comments.....>mind you, he was WITH his girlfriend!; isn't it embarrassing in the part of the girl?<......anyhow to sum it up; I LOVE MY OUTFIT!! ~_~

i made it!!! ~_~

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:08:29 GMT

wahhhh!!!

i'm so happy this day, i made it to the honor's list this finals!!
SR. Bernie announced it this afternoon after our practice.......*smiles*, now we are 18 seniors that will be graduating with honors...
>a friend of mine named mark made it to the honor's list this finals!, am so proud of him<......~_^
almost all of my tomodachis are part of it, so this coming saturday we'll have a celebration....a movie marathon at our house the whole day.....he.he..he... can't wait!!!

hey, that was fast!!!

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 11:06:28 GMT

whew....at last, our last periodic test is over!!!!
can't wait....i'll be in college SOON___________i'll be taking digital animation and illustration....>which is my long time dream<....
hope that my classmates and i will have good memories for the remaining few days.......*sniff*......soon, we'll be parting ways....

something new!

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:33:22 GMT

whoa....i love this day!!!! *smiles*

my parents gave me a new digicam, as a gift for being part of the honors again....
i feel so lucky and blessed to have them...as in REALLY LUCKY!!!!

my new cam is sony cyber-shot with paint function and is a TOUCH SCREEN!!!!
and nobody can borrow it....even my closest cousin.....>cause its MINE!<.....

i really love my parents!!

thanks God for giving them to me! ~_~
*smiles*

cute guy alert!!

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 15:16:01 GMT

check out the profile of ryo fernandez @ friendster, he's really cute!!!

the honor's list?!

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:04:09 GMT

well i'm very happy today!......*evil laugh*

the cards were given this afternoon, guess what?!
~i'm back in the honor's list!!!.....whew!! ~_~

it's been a while, it took me about 2 quarters to be there again.....>thanks to my hard work!<
i still don't know my rank but i'm glad to know that i still have the chance to be an honor student this coming graduation.....
>there are only 17 honor student this quarter, its about 16% - 17% of the total population of the seniors<
i pity those who cried a while ago, some of them were my friends..... they have experienced this "bitter" taste of life....>i think they can't be one of the candidates because they've gone beyond the "limit grade", i mean the lowest grade possible to have for an aspiring honor student<....

anyway LIFE is really cruel, foolish yet GLAMOROUS!

and THANKS GOD!!!!

hearts day!!

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:53:34 GMT

~_~ .....
am a bit happy this hearts day, i've received gifts, rose and balloons!!!
and finally i was able to see josh!!..not just that, he sat beside me again!!! we had the same ride *blushes*...
yeah, that's it for today!

recent group pics!!

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 13:50:55 GMT

my tomodachis!!

http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/1475/limeandadaby6.jpg

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?p=e&pid=0&rid=643387378&uid=9993924#pic=0300811902

me, an emo?!

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:21:54 GMT

okay, i can't believe that i turned into an EMO girl!!!
we had our philo class for two hours this afternoon and we had this activity regarding our family.
our teacher asked us to make an evaluation 'bout our relationship to each member.
i found out that i'm closest to my mom and farthest from my dad.
i was asked about how i feel with the situation and i felt that something was missing.
i can't answer the questions thrown by my teacher easily 'cause i have this feeling of emptiness in my heart.

anyway my mentor asked me if ever i longed to have any sibling...>since i'm an only child<... and analyzed my situation. he then told me the reason why i look for an "older brother image" is because i grew up in an environment where i can only see and talk frequently with my mom...>my dad works abroad<...

and after such activity every time i hear almost same story, tears will just fall down on my cheeks for no reason at all...

so now, i became a emo girl!!!

coincidence or what?!

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:50:29 GMT

okay, its been a while....-_-
well its because i was very busy for the last month and maybe a bit 'til now.

this is just to make an update 'bout josh....
i already know his place!!!!
he lives few blocks away from our subdivision!!!!!.....and that gave me shock after knowing it.
was it a coincidence or any sort of weird things happening to me???

can't believe it!! a friend of mine will LEAVE!!!

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:57:04 GMT

i'm a bit sad today 'cause one of my friend..>classmate< will be leaving this coming saturday...
She'll move to bacolod and continue her studies there... even though i'm not that close to her i can't still believe that she'll leave us soon...

i just got to know her better during our intramural and retreat and i was very thankful that she became one of my friend. a friend who's always there to listen....

*breathes*don't know what to give her....-_-

mixed emotions...

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 16:04:43 GMT

well our team was the over all champion..>i was very happy 'bout it<... and the whole team was shouting and jumping for joy 'cause 'twas unexpected.....
but later on i felt sad, i was treated like an outcast by my supposed to be "friends"... i really hate them, they haven't even noticed that i was missing in the group during the "one-hour free time" given to us...
i looked so STUPID to sit in just one corner while watching them, having fun.
then on i just walked out fro the gymnasium and planned to go home right away but then i've noticed the time, 'twas only 15 min. before 3 so i still can't go out of the campus...>our dismissal is at 3:30<...
so i've decided to stay in the classroom, since i was ALONE i just cleaned the whole room to release the anger that i was feeling and to let the time pass without noticing it...

now i've realized that my friends are not true to me! they just take me for granted, they use me if they need something...>either material thing or something with regards to grade(projects, preparations, and the likes)<....

so now i will be very careful of choosing my friends or maybe i won't have any friends 'cause they can't help me whenever i'm in trouble or just to cheer me up when i'm really down...

i haven't seen him!!!!

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:47:20 GMT

okay, it's weird....
i haven't seen josh this time, i wonder what happened to him...

'twas a mess....

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 01:02:42 GMT

ummm....we won on our second game today, and my friends and i ate our lunch at small talk.....
this afternoon was the competition for the litmus and c***l was one of the contestants for the line dance...>dance sport<...at first he was doing a good job but on the latter part i can say that he really made a mess!! i bet he would be scolded by his teammates for ruining their "dance piece"...i don't know why he made those mistakes when in fact he have been practicing a lot! i pity him 'cause after the competition i saw him crying...>that was the first time that i saw him cry<...good thing his friends were there to comfort him....

oh, i missed one thing....he looked handsome with his outfit today....really handsome...